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hehe...so the two lovers are going back out...hmm ya wonder who? tina and will...ehhhhh thats awesome!
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| 07:39pm 06/04/2005 |
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today is a day I won't forget...well..first off 1st period Meaghan ditched me and Summer for her new best friend Kayla, we we were lik hmm w/e and summer thought of the song "wanna be bad" when she saw meaghan with kayla...haha..then in 2nd i talked to tina n clay n beau hehe im gunna call him cocktail he is so teeny, it's cute though. then 3rd the usual but Jamie wasn't there...YES!!!!! then 4th a play...then 5th meaghan got pissed off but hey w/e..then i went home...and HAHA meaghan and mariah got in a fight..meaghan got her ass kicked! whooo...that's great...then like her mom is talkin shit about me n anna..then she is like u should have never became friends with kim...wtf? her mom is ignorant!!!!!! anyways!! haha its just funny all this drama..and i'm just gunna laugh at it...but yeah *wow*...they have OSS for 3 days and got kicked off the softball team! wow..sucks for them...hmm..im gunna go now.................bye..
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| 06:08pm 04/04/2005 |
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I thought I might write one entry even though no one reads this, but I will talk about what is wrong since no one does. Firt off, Slater promised me he wouldn't smoke...he SWORE to me, but he DID, and he broke this promise. Which hurts, and upsets me, and it's like he didn't even care, he even told me he never thought of our promise, he just smoked, and i'm sure he will continue with no regaurds of my feelings what so ever. I've noticed how my friend has been acting fake latly, ever since she started hanging out with someone..I'm giving no names right now....But I'm tired of everything being so "fake"...it's like this world has come to lies...It's hard to find truth anymore. I think it'd be better to just not make promises because it always hurts us in th end. I'm sick of smoking and drinking being "cool". I don't understand WHY people do it, especially at such at young age. I don't get why people cheat...I really honestly don't..i've done it before, but I have no clue why. I really don't want to do it again. Most of all I'm upset because of boys. I don't get why they honk and say stuff out there windows while driving...It really makes me angry that guys have to be so shallow. I know few who aren't, but most guys are just assholes. A lot make little promises like "I promise to call"...and after so many little promises are broken, there is nothing left there. I miss Summer...she was a really good person to talk to...I don't know, It's not the best not being friends with her. I just havn't been myself latly, right when I think I'm doing alright, something screws up. I wish somethings would change...I feel alone in this world, because of all the things around me, like drinking and smoking and making out, and crap like that. I don't think it's cool...I don't want to be fake or be like those kind of people...is that so wrong? I like being Kim..but I'm confused. Just a bit lost....I'm not sure where I belong. But more of all, I wish thta some things would change. It upsets me to see so much fakeness... |
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| 03:58pm 14/02/2005 |
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everything in life s a bitch right now. i got 4 v-grams. the ones they sell in school. 2 nice ones from anna n kayla! then i know who..but wont say..wrote me two grams..saying sorry about the lung (as a joke) and that kiss was amazing i wanna experience and it was way to neat to be slater and i never fucking kissed him! and ok so ill say. it was mariah who wrote the lung thing. so ya know what...FUCK U MARIAH! i really have nothing left in me to care nemore. really..i am just blah. i mean latly after 1st period i jsut get up n go n walk off without no1..bc i just dont care nemore..today i walked with meaghan n spencer! bc i felt a bit better. until i got those damn v-grams! i mean now i know who my real friends are. yeah..well ill just tell you about my day..i hung out in 1st period n we jumped roped singing rhymes..haha..we were so stupid. but it was kinda fun. then in 2nd at the end i talked n michael is comin down this weekend n he is stayin from thrusday to sunday at clays :-). i hope i see him, i havnt seen him in 4-ever. but then i 3rd we had a pizza party! n i ate cheesy poofs, yum. and then in 4th we took notes as usual..and art we took notes n shaded n thats when i got my not so great v-grams. yeah..well, i can be a hippocrit at times..sorry i cant spell that word. but thinking about it i have been a lot before. i cant dislike someone for what they do, but i can dislike what they do. that took me all day to figure out. i kinda just wanna go..n lay..n forget about everything. im happy..i dont need mariah as a best friend nemore.. |
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| 06:54pm 10/02/2005 |
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hey. im calm now. im still mad at mariah. i just dont think we can be friends right now me and her. she can be awesome and all..but ya know. i just cant be friends with someone who would do that to me. maybe we'll talk it out. it will take me time to forgive her though, if she says sorry that is. well other then bad news i have good. for once...mike isnt mad at me..were all good..and i love him...really i do. and tonight meaghan came over n we chilled n she helped me work on my wall. i really like it. i gotta finish it though. well..so i am gunna go do w/e...and then no worries this weekend. when summer came over once she woke me up at like what 2? and i was not into it..so she wanted to sneak out so i was all like..summer dont be scared dont be so loud summer your making so much noise shut up summer its lightout here tonight so dont be scared..and when she told me i was like that i was like wtf? im so out of it at night, i have no idea what im saying. yeah well..she always says im like that. im gunna go though..laters!
[so if your lonly you kno im here waiting for you]
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| 03:49pm 10/02/2005 |
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ok. i am going to explain my day. i told anna my situation yesterday and she told mariah not thinkin...n mariah bein who she is told spencer. i put up with shit from both her and spencer today spencer at least did it in front of my face..mariah did it behind my back. they grabbed their chest n were like omg..and mariah always feeds me bullshit about my b/f. and im sick of. im so tired of her. im tired of everything she makes me put up with. and im not gunna deal with it nemore. bc im about to have a nervous breakdown. i swear i got so mad in 5th period..even kayla knows. CAN I NOT JUST TELL 1 PERON SOMETHING? one only? i cant talk to mariah right now..she is such an unsuppportive friend...and summer and anna have to laugh about it..ok i know so they just think its funny. but i really dont. and i cant laugh. sorry if u all think that is bad that im not laughing at this. and sorry that mariah n spencer broke up! but i cant help her through this one...she has hurt me to much. and this isnt the 1st thing mariah has told spencer...i hate it. i hate it so much. im so angry and not to mention sad...mariah really hurt me doing that. does she NOT care about me? then she laughs n trys to say i love u. but ya kno what..if she really did love me she wouldnt do that. w/e..im just going..words cant even express how i feel right now. its like UGH. |
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| 04:49pm 09/02/2005 |
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i hate life. so much. just bc of all the things it throws at you. not only did i make a mistake today..but i found out that mike could die in 4 years? so i sit here with tears running down my cheeks..and im not sure if this will ever get off my mind. bc it kills..it really does. and im listening to sad music..bc im sad..and i swear to my love and everything in my life that i will never get near smoke again. NEVER. and if i do...i deserve to be slapped. i just wanna go right now..so bad..but i cant. i dont want to go to meaghans party nemore..i dont wanna have summer over friday..this is sad...most of all i dont want him to die in 4 years! i mean ill give my damn lung if thats what it takes..i dont want him to leave. ive never been this sad before. its draining me out. and if this all really true..idk. im never gunna fall in love with anyone else. and im promising myself that today. i kno i shouldnt be so sad about this..but how am i supposed to accept this? i cant act happy knowing this. there is nothing i can do. ok maybe i should just try to not think about it and cheer up. happy face. and now to make it all better mariah feeds me this bullshit about him like always. she thinks i need to be logical and make sense of things! im makin enough sense as it it...i get where she is coming from. she isnt in my posistion so she wouldnt understand. im gunna go...and rihgt now i could say im 78% depressed.. |
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| 05:50pm 08/02/2005 |
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hey there..damn..do i really wanna slap Spencer so f-ing hard! reasons being are bc he is thinks me and slater kissed on the lips and he is telling basically everyone...this making nicknames up about it...and then singing the damn kissing in a tree song! and to make it all better my 2 best friends summer and mariah LAUGH! im not mad...im just pissed at the whole situation! bc for 1 i have a b/f! why the fuck would i kiss SLATER? i dont even like him like that! i mean yeah he a good friend and all..but then i hear he is agreeing with the kissing thing? i dont know what to believe. but i kno one thing i hate this island!!! i dont wanna leave bc i love my friends! but to be truthful this island is just so fucked up..how ppl make up shit then spread it...do drugs bc they get bored here...lie all the time...TRY n play dumb...and how ppl pretend to be real friends...i have seriously experienced some of the most depressing times here...that i just wanted to crawl into a hole n never come out...to times when i didn want to go to sleep bc i was so happy with life. but there is such a mixture of emotions here that i have no idea what to do with them nemore. its so messed up. but until then im stuck here..so ill live..at least i have my friends and my good ol boyfriend to back me up on everything...whom i love more then anything..and honestly to everyone out there...distance doesnt matter! its just gay when ppl think it does! well they just have their own opinion i guess...well i do have one things to say...rock n roll will save your soul..now that is prolly my favorite thing i love to do everyday..listen to music. yeah well im talkin to anna on the phone right now. we have been talkin forever..and we are both writin in our journals..so our convo is filled with each others breath...but we just had a lil convo bc her computer mooed..lol..i love the moo! yeah..well im listening to pod..which i dont usually listen to..but right now im in the mickey d's. ok think for a second..there are SO many pervs in this world..all those ppl that make sex toys everyday of their life...and at school have u noticed how guys always seem to be talking about hot girls n their bodies..thank u to the guys u dont obbsess over that stuff..its really nice to know not everyone is talking about boobs 24/7. yeah...well ya gotta fight for your right to party! lolz..im so weird..but ya gotta love it. yeah well so give me some advice on what to do right now..im happy n all. but LOST...very big..im still hungry..i havnt been eating as much latly..wow..im gunna lose weight if i keep it up..i dont want that..i like my body how it is. well..so..i got off the phone with anna cause she was gunna go eat..yeah well, so, what more is there to say? i'll never let my kids drink chocolate milk..now i gotta go buy meaghan some bondage for her b-day..bc ya kno how much she wants it.. (hah). im j/k...but what should i get her for her b-day? shiznit..i gotta buy mariah her shoes..im thinkin about degrading her present bc of the jokes..idk..ill have to think hard about that. we had 3 FCAT tests today! each were 45 minutes..so i ended up all having 2 1/2 classes! but really no work..bc 3rd we got to talk n go to lunch..4th we did this easy worksheet then watched a movie..and art we just drew, thats not much work..yeah well i read my horoscope..i really dont get those things..sometimes they are wrong, but sometimes they are right..yeah..well everyone in nc is happy i might move back..idk. life is kinda sucky..but then great at the same time..kno what i mean? yeah..well i could write so much about what is on my mind..but ill stop now..byebyes...
[hotmonkeygetdown is a dance..we are all burning in hell so we get down low to get cold bc heat ries-haha summer your so evil!]
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| 05:31pm 07/02/2005 |
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mood:  thoughtful
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i'd say i didnt have the best day. here are the reasons being..
1.i have been on my period for almost 3 weeks now (IT SUCKS!)
2.there was this joke that my 2 best friends made up
3.i have nothing to eat in my house i was stuck with cheese n crackers (ew)
only 3 bad things really...im just kind of stressed right now i guess..im trying to make things better though. yeah well i should change this s/n. i dont think erin is really my best friend nemore. but yeah..im 2 lazy to start a new journal. so ill keep it at that. soo..anyways...i want to move closer to my b/f..i miss him. wow, i had the weirdest dream he was a retard. hah..yeah but who would care if he was..i'd still love him. it must be weird for a guy to buy tampons..i mean think of girls like having to buy something guys would guy..well, i guess it wouldnt be bad or anything. so, i wanna hang out with stevie. im hungry..and i wanna eat..so i am gunna go eat then sit by the fire..and think about mike..really..
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| 04:28pm 06/02/2005 |
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there is way 2 much going on right now. and im just gettin so tired of it all. i really just wanna get off this island right now. but things will get better..hopefully. yeah, well so i hung out with anna, mariah, spencer, n slater this weekend and some other ppl we saw at the fest. yeah well. so we went to the shellfest on friday..which i was ignored at the whole time until then i got kind of hyper n i had a bit of fun then a girl thought i was lesbo n flicked me off..now that was a letdown, but hey? were not really good friends or anything. yeah well then i went back to anna's n me n mariah spent the night...idk how late we stayed..we put makeup all over each other...lol..we looked so stupid. well then we took a shower, ate pizza, n watched tv! then woke..n watched some more tv n got ready to go to the fest again..and then slater came over n then we went downtown n met up with spencer n i finally got to eat! i ate a sub at the deli..which was actually really good..considering i was so hungry..then we walked until like 4 n went back to anna's house n spencer was mad at so i wanted to go home so i was gunna leave at 5 bc i couldnt stand being around him then we made up and i stayed..n me n anna both ate a slice of pizza...and i'd like to tell u thats all i ate that day..except for a few chips n a few cheese cubes..but we went to the movies. and we saw matt norman. then the movie was over. it was kinda scary. then mariah n anna went home n i stayed n talked to spencer n slater which was a really interesting conversation well then spencer gave me and slater a ride home. and i got home about 10 and anna n kayla called...so i talked to them for like 5 minutes and kayla wanted me to sneak out but i really wasnt in the mood. well then i went to bed around 12 then i woke up at 10:30 cause anna called...and she invited me over but i couldnt go, bc i have to much homework to do! so i have been doin homework all day and i did talk to summer a bit..which helped. bc i am kind of lost at the moment, but who isnt? yeah..well right now..i really just feel like sipping hot coco and cuddling up by the fire by myself..bc i have no1 here to cuddle with...if i could go all the way to ny to sip hot coco and cuddle i would..but sadly i cant... but here was the good stuff that happened..
1.we got a autograph from rob the cop (was that an excitment)
2.i got to eat (i was sooo hungry)
3.we screamed out omg mj..which was funny
4.i got to hang out with anna
5.i have no idea...
thats my fun filled weekend..and tonight ill watch the superbowl..and then that will be fun...my sister is a "cheering fan" in the halftime show...well yay to her and her b/f...maybe they will get married and move and take me with them...
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| 09:28pm 03/02/2005 |
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man, am i increbibly bored right now making up rhymes to stupid words. wow. but ive spentmy night talking to anna n summer then we got off the phone to watch this movie...and was it interesting. i will tell you. but..i hate when i'm having a good day and then something just like totally ruins it. do u kno what i mean? but w/e. i really wonder who ever pays attention to me. its as if people see RIGHT through me. and i dont really like this feeling of being invisible. i guess its one of those things u have to get use to. i figured out today who i was in my pastlife..actually we were just talking about it..and i named a few people. have u ever noticed the world we live in, it makes no sense how any of this guy here, and im sorry to the god lovers, but i dont believe that he did some magical things and make all of this appear in 7 days. bc if so then we would all be related bc adam n eve's kids would have to do it to make more then that means they are brothers n sisters so we all start out related then i may ask how did we get different color skin did i just magically appear there too? i thought about becoming a jew then i realized they are more into god then christians...no offense to anyone. but this world really is amazing maybe not the people we fill it with..but..for instance tree huggers...now they kno true life and love..i wouldnt ever become one but they have devoted their life to this earth and its nature..and i just think that someone so devoted to that makes them full of life and love. bc they arent focused on being "hot" or anything the media tells them to be. they just live. i thought about what 2 wishes i would make...there is actually a lot of things i could change about myself..i wouldnt want to though...i think it would be to live 1,000 miles closer then mike..i think he is the only person who cares about me right now. and dont ask why i think this. but it'd be great to have someone there for me everyday..i dont mind the distance though. so, i know this kid, and we are best friends, and he is gay. its awesome when guys are gay..that is one reason i dont like the bible is bc it thinks gay is wrong..but its not...but back to the world...we live in a huge universe...whats beyond it? could there be another planet we dont know about with people living on it just like us..but hey they could have flying cars...hopefully they dont have a god...when i was young the people at the bank would give me lolli pops when i went there..then one day i went and they didnt give me one..i was devastated as a little kid not to get my lolli pop..and i use to ask everytime from then where is my lolli pop? but they never did come. that bank owes me lollis pops..all those times they forgot..i really missed em. wells, im kinda tired, then kinda not, idk how i feel..my mom wants to go to th oyster fest 2moro but anna wants me to come over but my sister's b/f is over and i love to hang out with him..but anna and me never hang out nemore..and also im goin home with summ n stevie bc i have no other way of gettin home..which is sad..but then mariah is coming over saturday and there i just to much...see this is why i took a break on doing things. i always get SO busy. and over plan then do 20 million things in 3 days...and that is not very fun compared to the fun weekend i could have..but i guess if u measure it up it is a bit higher. i miss my brother...i havnt said that in a long time..i just wonder though..how he is and stuff...last time i actually had a real conversation with him is when i asked if i could get my tounge peirced bc he is the one in my family that has to decide that stuff for me..and he said no. which kind sucked..but i havnt had a real convo with him in a while now. i hear my sister and mom talk about him and catch off a few traits. but i just miss him. and its not like im going up to boston to see him bc he isnt very prone to my dad..and my dad has to go everywhere and like he would wanna see him step son. maybe sometime...i'll just wait and see...i'm running out of things to say, bc its not like i can say everything on this live journal, bc if so this thing would be full of a bunch of stuff. this bores u anyways, so before u die of boredom ill let ya go...and hopefully i wont be ignored...
[the anger hurts my ears]
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| 05:29pm 03/02/2005 |
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bitches, how its goin? good good. i got detention today. yay, i get to throw pencils n totally miss the trash can! -hah- and i always seem to have it with Summer, which just makes it all better..wells since i dont have any way of gettin home after im walkin to te highschool with her to meet up with Stevie. funfun. so, i had an orthodonist appointment after school, and my dad was going to pick me up right, but he gets to busy with work..so he calls this lady named Sabrina to come get me. i dont know who the hell this was and she is all like im kidnapping you. im thinking wtf? and summer is like who are and questioning her then i kind of got and idea of who she was. then i rode in this car with this grl who bragged about everything and talked about tim mcgraw the whole time i just wanted to scream to her she would not shut up seriously and she was talking about news and some 5h grade thing? i wanted to kno what grade she was in bc she was small n talkin about 5th grade teachers yet she had a deep voice. but w/e. it doesnt matter..bc unless my dad is going crazy i wont be in that car again. so besides that everything was fun today. except for Clay. who supposly "love taps" me..he hits me in my ass or boob then im like CLAY U JUST HIT ME STOP! and he is like "no i didnt..." so im like uh huh ok w/e. so it was raining just to make the day better me and meaghan jumped in puddles! this was actually fun...i felt like a 5 year bc we were spinning around on the wet ground. -lol- fun stuff. i was talking to mariah after school and i put my finger to my cheek n go kiss the kim and mariah decides to lick the kim. ew. she is so weird. but ya gotta love her! i'd really like to have a llama for a pet..lol...seriously though, it would be awesome. i would want a fat one too. haha..im such a dork. or a monkey. i wish there was purple and green monkies. that is what kinda car i want..well im not sure which kind but i want to paint it purple with green polka dots. i never noticed how stupid i am at times. well actually i have but im smart in school but when it comes to some things im just stupid, in a funny way though. i dont think i'd wanna change a thing about me. well i stole this test from summer..so here it goes..
1. name: Kimberly
2. sex: Female
3. birthday: January 14, 1991
4. siblings: a older sister and brother
5. hair color: dirty blonde
6. eye color: hazel
7. shoe size: 8 or 8.5
8. height: 5'5 and 6 sumthin...i do not wanna be 5'6 but i soon will be, well oh darn
fashion stuff
1. where is your favorite place to shop: anywhere, prefably wal-mart (hah)
2. any tattoos or piercings: yes 2 in each ear..
1. do you do drugs? no
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: pantene sometimes this stuff from bath n body works or dove whatever i feel like using
3. what are you most scared of?: losing everyting valuble to me..
5. who is the last person that called you?: wow..i have no idea...
6. where do you want to get married?: anywhere but here
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 23.7
8. what would you change about yourself?: nothing. im unique, im not perfect, but who wants to be? not me.
favorites
1. color(s): green bitches
2. food: italian and mexican..i hate fishy food
3. boys names: hmm..the first one that came to my head..Mike
4. girls names: Abbie (it came to my head first)
5. subjects in school: probably math
6. animals: Marco he is my doggy and he cute so whoever doesnt think he cute u suck...and i use to have a redneck cat named Jimis but he ran away with her b/f..its a sad story she is prolly in china now havin babies
7. sports to watch: baseball and surfing and skateboarding..
have u ever
1. given anyone a bath?: yes.
2. smoked? yes..
3. bungee jumped? no..
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: yes..
6: ever been in love?: yes.
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no..
8. pictured your crush naked?: well..kind of
9. actually seen your crush naked?: yes
10. cried when someone died?: yes
11. lied: yes..
12. fallen for your best friend?: yes..
13. been rejected?: yes.
14. rejected someone?: yes.
15. used someone?: no..never.
16. done something you regret?: everday..
current
clothes: jeans and sweater n sockies
music: beastie boys-brass monkey (hah)
make-up: none..
annoyance: when ppl brag and when they talk about someone constantly, i mean if u dont like em get over it and shut up about them.
smell: coconut-lime
favorite group: there are a lot...but mostly rock...
desktop picture: a sign that has a kitty running fro killer puppets that sys everytime u masturbate god kills a kitten, plz think of kittens
book you're reading:middle school survival guide
in cd player: tbs, hawthorne heights, and jimmy eat world
color of toenails: hot pink
last person .. .
you touched: idk...what kind of touch?
hugged: Anna
you imed: Stevie
you yelled at: hmm...Jamie, he always ask if im going oto eat that or something stupid so i yell at him bc it gets annoying
you kissed: hmm? o wow...Michael Burch
are you:
understanding: yes
open-minded:i like to be, sometimes i am not though
arrogant: sometimes
insecure: yes..a lot but im working on it.
interesting: sometimes.
random: very..
hungry: yes...
smart: yes i am
moody: yeah...
hard working: if i want to i can be
organized: depends
healthy: yes..i think..
shy: depends, but when im around my friends im not
difficult: sometimes..
attractive: yeah, but i have my crappy days
Bored: now..no..later..maybe..tomorrow..sometimes..
messy: wow, when is my room ever clean?
responsible: yes..but sometimes i do screw up in that area
obsessed: with what? i guess...
angry: not right now
who do u want to:
kill: no one...
slap: well...i wont say.
get really wasted with: napoleon dynamite..
get high with: a chinese dude that rides my bus
look like: no1
talk to offline: Mike
talk to online: my friends
random:
in the morning i am: i have no idea bc i have no idea what i am doing..
all i need is: to be with the person i love...i'd kill to be with him
love is: its to amazing to explain in words
i dream about: i have so many different weird dreams.
of the opposite sex:
what do you notice first: hair..and facial expressions
last person you slow danced with: i have no idea...when is the last time i went to a dance?
worst question to ask: hmm..idk?
makes you laugh the most: a boy? hmm...im not sure...
makes you smile: everyone makes me smile..but i'd have to say Mike makes me smile the most.
who do you have a crush on: Mike..
who has a crush on you: Mike..
do u ever...
sit on the internet all night waiting for that special someone to im you?: yes...
wish you were younger: no. i use to.
cried because someone said something to you?: lots of time...
# . .
of times i have had my heart broken: 17
of hearts i have broken: 1
of guys ive kissed: um, 5.
of girls ive kissed: 1..
of continents i have lived in: one..
of tight friends: i have a few
of cds i own: ummm, say 100.
of scars on my body: i had 3 scars from when i got hit by a swinging glass door.
final questions
1. do you like fillings these out?: yes...when im bored
2. Gold or silver: silver
3. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: um? i dont remember
4. favorite cartoon/anime?: scooby doo...
5. what did you have for breakfast this morning? nothing...
6. who would you love being locked in a room with? hmm...
7. could you live without your computer?: im not sure...probably not.
8. would you color your hair? yes..I have before..i dont plan to for a while though.
9. could you ever get off the computer? depends..but probably yes..
10. habla espanol? yes, somewhat
11. how many people are on your buddy list? 200...
12. drink alcohol? not nemore really...i have before though. i was gettin a root beer but i got a beer instead so i had to chug it before my parents got home and i got sick...
wells...so..i wonder if anything has changed from the past quizes. idk...i will take it again in 5 monthes..maybe things will be changed then. things always seem to change. wells..im gunna go have a "dinner date" with my dad...o fun..at least it is mexican food. yumyum o how i love to eat.
-your happy bunny-
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| 07:33pm 02/02/2005 |
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mood: sad
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i think me and summer just got into a fight. and im not very happy with myself. maybe she is right and i am wrong. i dont know. there has been a lot wrong to not. and im still wonder why i let him and said yes. was this wrong of me? do u have any idea why i did? do u have any idea why i do anything i do? i'm not sure. but. no more buts, im sick of them. they just drag things on as if they really matter when they dont. i wish i lived 800 miles closer to my b/f now i know no1 would understand that. no1 at all and no1 will help me with that but my own beating heart. im weird. but i love it. i really like myself now. even tho sometimes i screw up. gosh, my eye itches. ive decided not to cuss anymore. it only brings down human society. what is this optimistic view i have on everything now? its like im possessed with happiness. i want summer to be happy, really. i always notice her and how she looks unhappy, she is so unique. which is a good thing. but she doesnt like school, so she should skip a grade and go to highschool and join stevie. she seems to always be happy around him. and all the dumbfuckers that piss her off should really stop acting so immature, bc its starting to piss me off. i mean wtf doughnuts? how f-ing stupid. summer is way cooler then that. and she knows it and once she goes to highschool i hope she is very happy and always dreams of becoming friends with a tree and flower, but, with stevie...so her best friend can join her on such a journey. my mom asked me if summer was depressed, that is why im so worried. and im blabbing on and on about this. and, Summ, if your reading this i want you to know, i'm sorry for overreacting. i shouldn't have just said all that stuff, without talking to you first. but you know, i just want you and everyone else to be happy, bc like i said i know there is a lot out there for you. and i hope u find it really..and laugh please and how stupid i may sound..it will make me feel better to know that i sound stupid. so then i promise to myself never to act that way again. so forgive me, bc you are a great friend. sorry summmer...
[i wanna be with u when the sun goes down]
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| those mushrooms just really wanna make ya aghh... |
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| 04:20pm 02/02/2005 |
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mood:  groggy
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wow. have i had a interesting day, once again. weirdos thought i was high. i just have a natural high off life bc its so great..well, at the time, but there is those sad times...but we wont get into that. so summmer has a new friend called the Boy Toy, [haha]. i dont think she knows yet! but it comes with free shipping...well i will fly ya by my weekend...i spent it with the almight Summer! and others..that included Stevie, Justin, Ian, Mallory, David, and occasionally Elias n Sean stopped by to say hello. well, as of course i still dont think Mallory likes me. i dont know. well, Friday night we went to Ian's to see Stevie and him then we went to Stevies, then David, Mallory, and Justin showed up so we went back to Ian's we spent most of the time watching movies! it was funn..but then we had to go home n the next day i hung out with summer, stevie, n justin at my house. then we went to stevies n chilled there...then sunday i got my hair cut with summ in jacksonvillie then we went to stevies for a bit until summ had to go home...well that is basically my weekend. i had lotttsss of fun though. well, im still going out with Mike...and something made me mad today bc of something Summer and Mariah did, but i wont get into that, bc i really dont care what they think. butt...sooo..everything else is goody good but i'm so tired right now. but i'm so lost about where i want to go for college, its weird. and confusing. i partly wanna go here then here...idk...wells..im gunna go hang out with my fun sister? i dont have anything more to do. but her b/f is cummin over man i love that guy he is so funny in this weird way....byes..
-wanna be a happy bunny 2?-
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